Friday, July 30, 2010 (4:07 PM)
Part of it in me is feeling emo, well its irony.
Read Chanel's blog and saw a post of hers that is really true.
She's getting through what i go through last few months.
Trying real hard to forget someone.
What so nice is get to know something that make your heart break into zillion pieces and eventually heart went dead. Even though it might be a misunderstanding but still that heartbreaking effect is too much for me to forget.
People ask why i can forget somebody within a months.
Do i treat that relationship as easy as a two months r/s.
But please you people are wrong. This is definitely the most heartbreaking ones, i'm very sure for that. Friends have not see me ever like that before.
& why i can forget him that easily? Simply because i think its no point to hold on something that is impossible anymore. Why wasting my youth on something impossible, the earth won't stop spinning because you are experiencing a breakup.
Maybe partly because of my active social life, which make me drink drank drunk, forget and enjoy, for that moment only.
So please don't call me heartless if you have not get through what i have gone through for the past few months. It's not easy to accept a patch back again.
Okay, maybe only for me as i tend to think a lot. Everything single heartbreaking issues add on to my phobia list.
I know i shouldn't react like that but that's me.
Seriously 10 years down the road i guess i will be a nun, too much phobia for me to overcome before i get in a relationship.
Very sad for me but too bad.
Emo essay aside, i'm going Alvoca and Phuture tonight with Shawna and maybe Michelle. Hope to have a really great night with those girls before my doomsday arrive. Good bless me.
Thursday, July 29, 2010 (11:57 PM)
I took urgent leave today cause i overslept.
Not having any hangover but just aiya lazy.
I don't care what they say already seriously.
& you know what?! I dreamt that my supervisor fail my internship and i woke up planning to not go for work for the rest of internship. Like wtf isn't it?
I woke up thinking hard if its real not. Omg, it's inception fuck it.
Okay, packed part of my room cause its mega messy with all stuffs around.
But i'm still leave with my wardrobe, and i realized i have so many clothes but everyday i just can't think of what to wear. /:
Time to forgo some of them already.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 (11:23 PM)
Seriously i totally have no intention to go Zouk today.
But eventually im there lah! Actually going with Jac but she's really late.
Luckily Jingxiong is here. We drank at the winebar and ya graveyard.
He's emo lah thats why. Poor thingg ):
Btw Omarr, Zisky, Yongjing, Terence, Nicholas are here too. (:
Home with one of Jac's friend.
Tyvm
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 (11:37 PM)
Nothing much for today.
Dinner date with girlfriends cancelled.
So end up at home, watch tv, try to do my weekly report(S) but failed.
I have a lot to complete la. Fuck, im so dead.
Found one of the sentosa hunks that talked to me last Sunday in facebook.
Its really surprised to see there's so many common friend.
One of them is even Chengyi. After chatting with his for awhile, match with those facts of him and bla bla, and found out... THEY ARE REAL BLOOD BROTHERS.
Ohmygod, i'm like shock la seriously. I know Chengyi for 1+years and his younger brother Chengjin for 3 days? Isn't it super joke?
Thats so random. And once again, Singapore is mad small!
Monday, July 26, 2010 (11:53 PM)
It's a healthy Monday for me!
Went ECP with my lovely cussie for brisk walking after work.
& dinner at C.Nai and home sweet sweet! :>
